Why I haven't been uploading

I know some of you guys don't care, but for those who DO care here's why. 1) I have very low self-esteem right now. I keep comparing my art to my friend's art Reanie-Beanie and Alice Voide ( you should check them out, their really cool.) , and it's making me feel horrible, so much so that I cried last night because i knew I was never going to be able to be as good as them. 2) I have 0 motivation to draw anything(this is related to the first reason.) I just feel like everything I draw is shit and everyone else is better than me in every aspect. This is why I haven't been posting A lot. I'm sorry this just turned into a stupid ramble, then again I'm stupid. Anyway, see you later~